Zach



"currently fornicating with your female parent"

Role
Zach is the Avenger of The Clouds. An avenger is a subtype of protector, which means he holds a lot of emotion for our system that often presents as anger. He also seems to be a physical protector, often reacting or fronting to threats to our physical safety, such as loud noises. He is also an approxive, based on someone Finn knows from real life, but is not an introject of that person. We also think he is a trauma holder.

Appearance
Zach has short wavy blonde hair. His eyes are light brown and he has pointy arched eyebrows. He is slender and tall, and holds himself confidently.

Identity
Zach is cisgender and bisexual. He also has some form of anxiety, but we aren't sure.

Finn believes that Zach is a partial introject (approxive) of someone they knew in real life for many years, but Zach is not aware of this person and doesn't identify as an introject at all, or he just doesn't care.

Personality
Zach struggles with anxiety caused by the need to keep us from being in trouble, though his anger can overpower his anxiety in certain situations, especially if it is necessary for us to stick up for ourselves, or there is a perceived threat. He often comes across as narcissistic, aggressive, and stubborn, which is to keep people at a distance. He used to be a lot meaner and a lot more destructive, but has mellowed out a bit over time.

He does love a good laugh and is prone to flash fronting when someone says something he finds hilarious, at which you may hear our voice shift to his voice when we're laughing. He also whips and does the Orange Justice Fortnite dance in headspace so... take that as you will. /lh

Likes

 * coffee
 * fashion
 * photography
 * The 1975

Dislikes

 * being vulnerable
 * being told what to do
 * people acting like they're better than me, especially for no reason
 * people disrespecting us
 * sudden loud noises cuz they piss me off

Memories
Zach can't talk about most of his memories because of Maellyx blocking them off from everyone else, so we don't know the extent of his memories or where/when they are from.

Formation
Zach is one of the three alters that first became known to Finn in May 2019. We don't know how he formed or when.

System Relationships
Zach has complicated relationships between most of the system due to his problems with managing anger and being destructive in the past. He holds resentment towards Maellyx for blocking most of the communication about his memories, resentment towards Tristan for "babying" Finn too often, and dislikes Damien for being too soft. He doesn't feel like this all the time anymore, so it's getting better. :)

Aesthetics

 * Dark Academia
 * Coffee House

Playlist
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6CmLwlVCWrVIFz9t7NryHt?si=43bd362eba194942